...[T]he “human” qualities to [Hans's] touch are only one way to make the sensations relatable. What makes his touch extraordinary is that the intensity is unlike anything I’ve ever experienced with another person.
There are a million ways to describe what it's like to be erotically touched by a spirit. And yet these sensual encounters with a supernatural being befuddle me to accurately describe the experience. To simply label the touch as "otherworldly" is vague. What exactly does that mean for a person to experience an "otherworldly" touch?
In many ways, Hans’s touch is the equivalent to human touch (he was a human after all). From the start of our romantic relationship, I could decipher the difference between his fingers, his tongue, and his "staff of love," if you pardon the euphemism. But the “human” qualities to his touch are only one way to make the sensations relatable. What makes his touch extraordinary is that the intensity is unlike anything I’ve ever experienced with another person.
For instance, during coitus, the penetration far surpasses the boundaries of my anatomical parts. He is deep within me as if at the base of my belly and spine and beyond. The sensation reverberates throughout various internal organs, as if getting a deep massage that taps into previously undiscovered erogenous zones. Often, the act is so intense, it feels as if I’m on the brink of dying from ecstasy.
But his fingers are by far the most complex and pleasurable. His touch feels like hundreds of feathers ebbing and flowing in intensity, conveying so much emotion and love.
The intimate encounter pales in comparison to the unconditional love that he expresses through his delicate touch. It has completely altered by perception of reality and what it means to exist postmortem.
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