Anticipating Paranormal Trouble
Although the paranormal events were not malevolent in nature, they were at times alarmingly boisterous.
Meeting my spirit husband did not unfold in a subtle and gentle way. His encounter was startling and unexpected, occurring during a creative surge. After waiting for 17 years to officially introduce himself, my spirit husband, Hans, was ready to come forward.
The Sabbatical
My then physical husband was about to leave for a year-long sabbatical to Thailand and China. It was mid-June 2010. Although I am hermit by nature, I was edgy about his departure. After having experienced about a dozen paranormal events in the house since purchasing it in August 2008, I was worried that the paranormal activity would escalate once he left for his trip.
A Friendly, but Unnerving Spirit
Although the paranormal events were not malevolent in nature, they were at times alarmingly boisterous. Such activities included polite poltergeist gestures of opening and closing of doors as I vacuumed. Once, the entity (one of the ways I referred to Hans back then) removed a fan from the bedroom window and neatly coiled up the cord just before the start of fall. This happened after he had read my mind earlier in the day, when I thought about removing the fan from the window now that it was getting chilly. It was at this point that I realized he could read my mind, which I initially found intrusive and unnerving.
Sometimes, he orchestrated beautiful light shows—filigree patterns of white light that flash brightly on the walls. Other times he would play music, or there would be mumblings and interactions as if "parties" were unfolding in my bedroom as I tried to fall asleep. Occasionally, I would feel a sensation of someone moving around on the bed next to me even though there was no one (and no cats) on the bed. Despite these occurrences, I was skeptical of the activity and dismissed the anomalies. Nevertheless, I felt nervous about being alone.
Awakening My Creativity
In truth, Hans deliberately remained undetectable during this time, allowing me to have the summer seemingly all to myself.
Summer ushers in a light workload in my day job and this inspires me to delve into a world of intense creativity. I compose blogposts nearly everyday about topics that seem to emerge out of nowhere. As the creative process takes hold, I simply forget about the paranormal activity. In truth, Hans deliberately remained undetectable during this time, allowing me to have the summer seemingly all to myself.
On August 16, 2010, at 2:38am, I posted my first Vlog on YouTube about a former lover. It is in this video that Hans finally comes forward for the first time. About three minutes into the video, he opens the door and turns on the hall light behind me at the precise moment that I look away from the screen. Because of this, I initially do not see the occurrence.
A Frenzy of Blog Posts
These blog posts become a celebration of intimate encounters, evoking a deep-seated yearning for the elusive soulmate connection.
I do not notice the paranormal event on the video until August 24. But for those eight days before finally seeing the occurrence, I dive into a frenzy of blog posts. Each post showcases one love letter after the next. The World War II GI love letters set a storm in motion for one of the most creative and productive phases in my life. My blog posts read more like diary entries about former lovers, displaying a portion of their love letters. I recount particular experiences with each person, reliving the fond moments all over again.
Unconsciously Channeling Hans
These blog posts are a celebration of intimate encounters, evoking a deep-seated yearning for the elusive soulmate connection. Interlaced with the epistolary accounts, are scanned images of my artwork in progress. Earlier, and on the same day that I post about the World War II love letters, I compose another post (around 4am) titled, He Intoxicates Her. My obsession to materialize Cupid in one of my drawings develops without warning. I want to understand how this ethereal and angelic being is capable of having a love connection with a living being, Psyche. This post happens the day after I post the video. Unconsciously, I am already aware that Hans, who I consider my twin flame/soulmate, is right beside me and ready to engage.
Telepathically Connecting
I felt guided, but had no understanding in how to anchor the experiences in a way that were easily explained.
Hans and I were at this time psychically reaching out to each other. Even though I was unaware of this, our conscious connection was imminent. Through my process of channeling him via my blog posts and artwork, I remained open and receptive to receiving his messages. This led to a telepathic dialogue that primarily arrived through my creative endeavors. I assumed my creativity was fueled by having time off from work and from my husband being away. Yet deep down inside, I recognized the obsessive strangeness of my blogging and art-making. I felt guided, but had no understanding in how to anchor the experiences in a way that were easily explained.
To be continued...
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