Spirit Marriage: Sex with Spirits (Part 1)
It was not until I found Megan Rose’s dissertation that I finally felt emboldened to address that Hans is more than just a companion.
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"I write to discover what I know."
– Flannery O'Connor
Lavavoth
Sep 252 min read
Your Proximity is a Breath Away: For Hans & the Forest that Awakens Us
I emerge transformed, feeling the icy tendrils of your touch brush against my neck as you remain hidden within a colony of hemlocks.
Lavavoth
Feb 1812 min read
How Music, Lifestyle, and Film Shaped My Early Experiences of Sensing Hans
It was an initial awakening that arrived through certain films, lifestyles, and music. I had an inner knowing that my soulmate was coming.
Lavavoth
Feb 1411 min read
"River Phoenix" Astral + Precognitive Visitation October 31, 1993
Hans came through for the time during a visitation astral visitation on 10/31/93, shortly following his death.
Lavavoth
Nov 5, 20232 min read
The Verboten Love Affair
As I process what it means to be married to a spirit, the term verboten culturally enslaves my relationship with Hans and deems it demonic.
Lavavoth
Jul 28, 202110 min read
A Journey Through Time: Lockerbie Bombing, Past Life Death in Germany, and Hans's Past Life Shadow
Nothing would prepare me for what I would endure when I found out about Pan Am 103 exploding over Lockerbie Scotland.
Lavavoth
Jul 4, 20211 min read
Writing on the Wall
Sad song by Bob Moses. The entire album, Days Gone By, is a requiem for the Surfside collapse + for my past life collapse trauma.
Lavavoth
Jul 3, 20218 min read
His Ghostly Presence in the Mirror: Using Creative Writing to Capture Paranormal Experiences
If you are interested in writing about your paranormal experiences, consider using fiction as an option to disclose your story.
Lavavoth
Jan 5, 20212 min read
New Year in Full Swing
The New Year brings with it an opportunity to reset ourselves for the better. For some of us it entails grounding and habit tracking.
Lavavoth
Sep 10, 20202 min read
Visitation Dreams: Let's Re-Think Language
Most dream researchers discuss this type of alternate reality in terms of the unconscious or realities occurring in the dreamer’s mind.
Lavavoth
Jan 8, 20207 min read
Your Spirit Guide is Trying to Connect
There are many ways that our spirit guides may try to engage with us.
Lavavoth
Jan 8, 20204 min read
Meeting My Spirit Husband
Meeting my spirit husband did not unfold in a subtle and gentle way. The initial connection unfolded during a creative surge.
Lavavoth
Nov 16, 20173 min read
The Race Dream and the Soldier Ghost
His desire for me to know his identity was apparent from the start, but I was not ready to confront his shadow.
Lavavoth
Nov 14, 20172 min read
Nocturnal Visitation: Ich sehe dich in der Ferne
Early this morning, around 3 or 4 am, ich sehe in der Ferne, I see you in the distance, hovering in the black void, smiling...
Lavavoth
Jun 6, 20173 min read
Transforming a Kriegsmarine Sailor into a Goth with an Aphrodisiacal Mensur Scar
As it frequently tends to happen with my art-making process, I tap into ethereal realms, channeling ghosts and unseen energy, reaching...
Lavavoth
Aug 29, 20124 min read
"La Plume de ma Tante": Walk-Ins are Not Demonic Possessions
One way Hans interacts with me is by partaking in walk-ins. In this post, I'll address what a walk-in is and how he uses this technique.
Lavavoth
Aug 15, 20104 min read
Love Letters from WWII
These letters are intimate treasures between two people who give us a glimpse into their lives during an important time period.
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