Spirit Marriage: Sex with Spirits (Part 1)
It was not until I found Megan Rose’s dissertation that I finally felt emboldened to address that Hans is more than just a companion.
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"I write to discover what I know."
– Flannery O'Connor
Lavavoth
Sep 252 min read
Your Proximity is a Breath Away: For Hans & the Forest that Awakens Us
I emerge transformed, feeling the icy tendrils of your touch brush against my neck as you remain hidden within a colony of hemlocks.
Lavavoth
Jun 53 min read
“What Does Land Mean?”: A Visual Meditation on Release, Wild Sanctuary and Migration
Ojibwe land, sacred land, posted land. A parcel of more than 40 acres of wooded terrain.
Lavavoth
Feb 1812 min read
How Music, Lifestyle, and Film Shaped My Early Experiences of Sensing Hans
It was an initial awakening that arrived through certain films, lifestyles, and music. I had an inner knowing that my soulmate was coming.
Lavavoth
Feb 1411 min read
"River Phoenix" Astral + Precognitive Visitation October 31, 1993
Hans came through for the time during a visitation astral visitation on 10/31/93, shortly following his death.
Lavavoth
Nov 22, 20232 min read
Sensual Encounters with a Supernatural Being: Exploring the Phenomenon of Erotic Spirit Touch
There are a million ways to describe what it's like to be erotically touched by a spirit. And yet it befuddles me to describe the experience
Lavavoth
Nov 8, 20231 min read
Sayfish: The Challenges of Trying to Put into Words the Experiences of Spirit Marriage
The term sayfish metaphorically captures one of the challenges of being in an inter-dimensional marriage.
Lavavoth
Jun 23, 20214 min read
Using Poetry to Heal Current and Past Life Suffering
The process of writing poetry offers a sense of release and healing. Poetry can also help us to work through current and past life issues.
Lavavoth
Mar 18, 20213 min read
One Step Up, Two Steps Down: A Semi-Poetic Response to Nonlinear Spiritual Development
Resistant to the call, disdainful and intolerant of embarking on such a path, spirituality arrived like a sledgehammer.
Lavavoth
Mar 5, 20215 min read
Spirit-Manipulated Tarot Reading with Hans
Given that I am still struggling with the ghost from my previous house, I knew it was time to do an intentional tarot reading with Hans.
Lavavoth
Oct 4, 20206 min read
Paranormal ASMR EVP, 2 Oct, 2020, 18:14***
Little did I know that Hans would end up stealing the show with his unnerving ASMR contribution.
Lavavoth
Aug 23, 20202 min read
Celebrating 10 Paranormal Years of Love Together and 27 Years of Spiritual Guidance
When you cohabitate long enough with a spirit who is also your twin flame, it eventually begins to feel like an interdimensional marriage.
Lavavoth
Dec 16, 20166 min read
“It Was Great Fun!”: Antique Photo Collection, Hitler Youth Haircut & the Unbearable Thousand-Year Reign of Fascism
I collect these things because they are directly tethered to an unspeakable past, and this helps me to psychically understand the history.
Lavavoth
Dec 15, 20164 min read
From Prussia (and Beyond) with Love: Searching for Hans's Face in the Portraits of Others Leads to Unexpected Photo Collection
Collecting these photos was a spiritual and aesthetic quest to get as close to Hans's doppelgänger as possible.
Lavavoth
Aug 29, 20124 min read
"La Plume de ma Tante": Walk-Ins are Not Demonic Possessions
One way Hans interacts with me is by partaking in walk-ins. In this post, I'll address what a walk-in is and how he uses this technique.
Lavavoth
Aug 15, 20104 min read
Love Letters from WWII
These letters are intimate treasures between two people who give us a glimpse into their lives during an important time period.
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