Spirit Marriage: Sex with Spirits (Part 1)
It was not until I found Megan Rose’s dissertation that I finally felt emboldened to address that Hans is more than just a companion.
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"I write to discover what I know."
– Flannery O'Connor
Lavavoth
Sep 252 min read
Your Proximity is a Breath Away: For Hans & the Forest that Awakens Us
I emerge transformed, feeling the icy tendrils of your touch brush against my neck as you remain hidden within a colony of hemlocks.
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Jun 106 min read
Spiritual Ancestors: A Vision Quest Towards a New Land and Learning to Live with Past Life Trauma
This journey is about connecting with my spiritual ancestors who fill me with purpose, meaning, and curiosity.
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Jun 53 min read
“What Does Land Mean?”: A Visual Meditation on Release, Wild Sanctuary and Migration
Ojibwe land, sacred land, posted land. A parcel of more than 40 acres of wooded terrain.
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Feb 1812 min read
How Music, Lifestyle, and Film Shaped My Early Experiences of Sensing Hans
It was an initial awakening that arrived through certain films, lifestyles, and music. I had an inner knowing that my soulmate was coming.
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Feb 1411 min read
"River Phoenix" Astral + Precognitive Visitation October 31, 1993
Hans came through for the time during a visitation astral visitation on 10/31/93, shortly following his death.
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Jan 294 min read
The Transformational Impact of 15 Artists on My Creative & Spiritual Journey
The artists that inspire me most examine the occult, spirituality and/or have a gothic/sepulchral quality to their work.
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Jan 23 min read
A Journey of Love and Unity: Exploring the Sacredness of Spirit Marriage through Mystical Erotic Art
It can be very tricky having sex with a spirit. For one, they are oftentimes invisible, so you have to get creative...
Lavavoth
Nov 22, 20232 min read
Sensual Encounters with a Supernatural Being: Exploring the Phenomenon of Erotic Spirit Touch
There are a million ways to describe what it's like to be erotically touched by a spirit. And yet it befuddles me to describe the experience
Lavavoth
Nov 8, 20231 min read
Sayfish: The Challenges of Trying to Put into Words the Experiences of Spirit Marriage
The term sayfish metaphorically captures one of the challenges of being in an inter-dimensional marriage.
Lavavoth
Nov 7, 20232 min read
Dropping the Euphemisms: Sexual Encounters with a Ghost (My Spirit Husband)
I wish I could say that my relationship with Hans is a perpetual "mystical love affair" as my drawing title indicates.
Lavavoth
Nov 5, 20232 min read
The Verboten Love Affair
As I process what it means to be married to a spirit, the term verboten culturally enslaves my relationship with Hans and deems it demonic.
Lavavoth
Nov 3, 20232 min read
My Wingmann: The Intimacy Between the Living and the Dead and the Challenges of Making Love to a Ghost
Although he had been a fighter pilot in Germany in his previous life, equipped with his own wingman, now, as spirit, he is not here to lead.
Lavavoth
Oct 6, 20231 min read
His Winged Embrace
It’s hard to find the words to describe what it’s like to be held by a spirit, by a subtle being devoid of skin.
Lavavoth
Oct 4, 20231 min read
A Return to Blogging
A lot has happened since the last time I posted, including transferring schools and PhD programs.
Lavavoth
Jul 28, 202110 min read
A Journey Through Time: Lockerbie Bombing, Past Life Death in Germany, and Hans's Past Life Shadow
Nothing would prepare me for what I would endure when I found out about Pan Am 103 exploding over Lockerbie Scotland.
Lavavoth
Jul 7, 20217 min read
Using Creative Expression to Process My Past Life Death in Germany
Creative expression can be used as way to process past life death. One of the ways to accomplish this is through poetry.
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Jul 3, 20218 min read
His Ghostly Presence in the Mirror: Using Creative Writing to Capture Paranormal Experiences
If you are interested in writing about your paranormal experiences, consider using fiction as an option to disclose your story.
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Jun 23, 20214 min read
Using Poetry to Heal Current and Past Life Suffering
The process of writing poetry offers a sense of release and healing. Poetry can also help us to work through current and past life issues.
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Mar 18, 20213 min read
One Step Up, Two Steps Down: A Semi-Poetic Response to Nonlinear Spiritual Development
Resistant to the call, disdainful and intolerant of embarking on such a path, spirituality arrived like a sledgehammer.
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