Spirit Marriage: Sex with Spirits (Part 1)
It was not until I found Megan Rose’s dissertation that I finally felt emboldened to address that Hans is more than just a companion.
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– Flannery O'Connor
Lavavoth
Sep 252 min read
Your Proximity is a Breath Away: For Hans & the Forest that Awakens Us
I emerge transformed, feeling the icy tendrils of your touch brush against my neck as you remain hidden within a colony of hemlocks.
Lavavoth
Feb 199 min read
The Barren Fields: Astral Visitation / Precognitive Experience with Hans
I met up with Hans in what I assume was a prison camp in Russia where he had been held following the war. He stood in a barren field.
Lavavoth
Feb 1812 min read
How Music, Lifestyle, and Film Shaped My Early Experiences of Sensing Hans
It was an initial awakening that arrived through certain films, lifestyles, and music. I had an inner knowing that my soulmate was coming.
Lavavoth
Feb 1411 min read
"River Phoenix" Astral + Precognitive Visitation October 31, 1993
Hans came through for the time during a visitation astral visitation on 10/31/93, shortly following his death.
Lavavoth
Jan 294 min read
The Transformational Impact of 15 Artists on My Creative & Spiritual Journey
The artists that inspire me most examine the occult, spirituality and/or have a gothic/sepulchral quality to their work.
Lavavoth
Jan 192 min read
Creating Art with Disembodied Entities: A Manifesto for Transcending Physical Boundaries
Creative work and partnership with subtle entities
Lavavoth
Jan 23 min read
A Journey of Love and Unity: Exploring the Sacredness of Spirit Marriage through Mystical Erotic Art
It can be very tricky having sex with a spirit. For one, they are oftentimes invisible, so you have to get creative...
Lavavoth
Nov 22, 20232 min read
Sensual Encounters with a Supernatural Being: Exploring the Phenomenon of Erotic Spirit Touch
There are a million ways to describe what it's like to be erotically touched by a spirit. And yet it befuddles me to describe the experience
Lavavoth
Nov 8, 20231 min read
Sayfish: The Challenges of Trying to Put into Words the Experiences of Spirit Marriage
The term sayfish metaphorically captures one of the challenges of being in an inter-dimensional marriage.
Lavavoth
Nov 7, 20232 min read
Dropping the Euphemisms: Sexual Encounters with a Ghost (My Spirit Husband)
I wish I could say that my relationship with Hans is a perpetual "mystical love affair" as my drawing title indicates.
Lavavoth
Nov 5, 20232 min read
The Verboten Love Affair
As I process what it means to be married to a spirit, the term verboten culturally enslaves my relationship with Hans and deems it demonic.
Lavavoth
Nov 3, 20232 min read
My Wingmann: The Intimacy Between the Living and the Dead and the Challenges of Making Love to a Ghost
Although he had been a fighter pilot in Germany in his previous life, equipped with his own wingman, now, as spirit, he is not here to lead.
Lavavoth
Oct 6, 20231 min read
His Winged Embrace
It’s hard to find the words to describe what it’s like to be held by a spirit, by a subtle being devoid of skin.
Lavavoth
Oct 4, 20231 min read
A Return to Blogging
A lot has happened since the last time I posted, including transferring schools and PhD programs.
Lavavoth
Nov 16, 20173 min read
The Race Dream and the Soldier Ghost
His desire for me to know his identity was apparent from the start, but I was not ready to confront his shadow.
Lavavoth
Dec 15, 20164 min read
From Prussia (and Beyond) with Love: Searching for Hans's Face in the Portraits of Others Leads to Unexpected Photo Collection
Collecting these photos was a spiritual and aesthetic quest to get as close to Hans's doppelgänger as possible.
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