Spiritual Ancestors: A Vision Quest Towards a New Land and Learning to Live with Past Life Trauma
This journey is about connecting with my spiritual ancestors who fill me with purpose, meaning, and curiosity.
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"I write to discover what I know."
– Flannery O'Connor
Lavavoth
Feb 199 min read
The Barren Fields: Astral Visitation / Precognitive Experience with Hans
I met up with Hans in what I assume was a prison camp in Russia where he had been held following the war. He stood in a barren field.
Lavavoth
Feb 1812 min read
How Music, Lifestyle, and Film Shaped My Early Experiences of Sensing Hans
It was an initial awakening that arrived through certain films, lifestyles, and music. I had an inner knowing that my soulmate was coming.
Lavavoth
Jan 294 min read
The Transformational Impact of 15 Artists on My Creative & Spiritual Journey
The artists that inspire me most examine the occult, spirituality and/or have a gothic/sepulchral quality to their work.
Lavavoth
Jul 28, 202110 min read
A Journey Through Time: Lockerbie Bombing, Past Life Death in Germany, and Hans's Past Life Shadow
Nothing would prepare me for what I would endure when I found out about Pan Am 103 exploding over Lockerbie Scotland.
Lavavoth
Jul 14, 20216 min read
The Healing Power of Expressive Arts: Processing Current and Past Life Trauma
Using expressive arts to work through current and past life trauma could expedite the healing process.
Lavavoth
Jul 7, 20217 min read
Using Creative Expression to Process My Past Life Death in Germany
Creative expression can be used as way to process past life death. One of the ways to accomplish this is through poetry.
Lavavoth
Jul 4, 20211 min read
Writing on the Wall
Sad song by Bob Moses. The entire album, Days Gone By, is a requiem for the Surfside collapse + for my past life collapse trauma.
Lavavoth
Jul 3, 20218 min read
His Ghostly Presence in the Mirror: Using Creative Writing to Capture Paranormal Experiences
If you are interested in writing about your paranormal experiences, consider using fiction as an option to disclose your story.
Lavavoth
Mar 18, 20213 min read
One Step Up, Two Steps Down: A Semi-Poetic Response to Nonlinear Spiritual Development
Resistant to the call, disdainful and intolerant of embarking on such a path, spirituality arrived like a sledgehammer.
Lavavoth
Mar 5, 20215 min read
Spirit-Manipulated Tarot Reading with Hans
Given that I am still struggling with the ghost from my previous house, I knew it was time to do an intentional tarot reading with Hans.
Lavavoth
Feb 3, 20198 min read
Bidding the Ghosts and the Illustrated Novel Farewell
He stood at the foot of my bed, staring at me without blinking, repeating, “Normandy, Normandy,” even though his mouth remained closed.
Lavavoth
Jan 31, 20195 min read
Walking Together in a Small German Town
Accounts of an astral visitation with Hans + poem that resulted from the encounter.
Lavavoth
Nov 16, 20173 min read
The Race Dream and the Soldier Ghost
His desire for me to know his identity was apparent from the start, but I was not ready to confront his shadow.
Lavavoth
Nov 14, 20172 min read
Nocturnal Visitation: Ich sehe dich in der Ferne
Early this morning, around 3 or 4 am, ich sehe in der Ferne, I see you in the distance, hovering in the black void, smiling...
Lavavoth
Sep 8, 20175 min read
Preface to Blind Love: Fascism, Then & Now
This book has been years in the making, taking dozens of twists and turns that have mirrored moments in my current and past life.
Lavavoth
Jun 7, 20173 min read
Latest Photo Acquisitions: GIs, Bombed-Out German Cities & Panzers
After being haunted by the Brandstätten images in December, I decided to purchase original photographs of WWII bombed out German cities.
Lavavoth
Mar 27, 20173 min read
Avoiding “The Night Porter” Trap (and Website Updates)
Although Blind Love is an edgy and provocative illustrated novel full of “Nazi heartthrobs,” it is actually about the resistance movement.
Lavavoth
Dec 26, 20163 min read
Ghosts of Berlin, Part 2: The Berlin Wall
I meandered my way through the streets, shuddering at all the postwar construction, knowing exactly why old Berlin no longer existed...
Lavavoth
Dec 22, 20163 min read
Ghosts of Berlin, Part 1: The Flak Tower
When I prepared for my trip in February, I knew, given its intense history, that I would inevitably run into a spirit or two...
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