A journey through love, transformation, and spirit connection with Hans, my guide, told in 3 acts of shedding, searching, and surrendering.

Exploring spiritual ancestry, past life echoes, and the call of the land, this journey uncovers hidden truths as I prepare to leave Vermont.

A journey into sacred land, spiritual expansion, and aging as a return to the wild, guided by unseen forces and a spirit lover, Hans.

A lot has happened since the last time I posted, including transferring schools and PhD programs.

Do you remember all the sounds, when I found you by the lake, and how the water seemed to call your name?

They have destroyed your beauty, your canopy that once enfolded me into your splendor.

A persistent spirit moves objects, disrupts plans, and lingers despite cleansing rituals—bound by past lives, devotion, and the unexplained.