“What Does Land Mean?”: A Visual Meditation on Release, Wild Sanctuary and Migration
Ojibwe land, sacred land, posted land. A parcel of more than 40 acres of wooded terrain.
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"I write to discover what I know."
– Flannery O'Connor
Lavavoth
Feb 199 min read
The Barren Fields: Astral Visitation / Precognitive Experience with Hans
I met up with Hans in what I assume was a prison camp in Russia where he had been held following the war. He stood in a barren field.
Lavavoth
Feb 1411 min read
"River Phoenix" Astral + Precognitive Visitation October 31, 1993
Hans came through for the time during a visitation astral visitation on 10/31/93, shortly following his death.
Lavavoth
Jan 294 min read
The Transformational Impact of 15 Artists on My Creative & Spiritual Journey
The artists that inspire me most examine the occult, spirituality and/or have a gothic/sepulchral quality to their work.
Lavavoth
Jan 192 min read
Creating Art with Disembodied Entities: A Manifesto for Transcending Physical Boundaries
Creative work and partnership with subtle entities
Lavavoth
Jan 23 min read
A Journey of Love and Unity: Exploring the Sacredness of Spirit Marriage through Mystical Erotic Art
It can be very tricky having sex with a spirit. For one, they are oftentimes invisible, so you have to get creative...
Lavavoth
Nov 22, 20232 min read
Sensual Encounters with a Supernatural Being: Exploring the Phenomenon of Erotic Spirit Touch
There are a million ways to describe what it's like to be erotically touched by a spirit. And yet it befuddles me to describe the experience
Lavavoth
Nov 8, 20231 min read
Sayfish: The Challenges of Trying to Put into Words the Experiences of Spirit Marriage
The term sayfish metaphorically captures one of the challenges of being in an inter-dimensional marriage.
Lavavoth
Nov 7, 20232 min read
Dropping the Euphemisms: Sexual Encounters with a Ghost (My Spirit Husband)
I wish I could say that my relationship with Hans is a perpetual "mystical love affair" as my drawing title indicates.
Lavavoth
Nov 5, 20232 min read
The Verboten Love Affair
As I process what it means to be married to a spirit, the term verboten culturally enslaves my relationship with Hans and deems it demonic.
Lavavoth
Nov 3, 20232 min read
My Wingmann: The Intimacy Between the Living and the Dead and the Challenges of Making Love to a Ghost
Although he had been a fighter pilot in Germany in his previous life, equipped with his own wingman, now, as spirit, he is not here to lead.
Lavavoth
Oct 6, 20231 min read
His Winged Embrace
It’s hard to find the words to describe what it’s like to be held by a spirit, by a subtle being devoid of skin.
Lavavoth
Oct 4, 20231 min read
A Return to Blogging
A lot has happened since the last time I posted, including transferring schools and PhD programs.
Lavavoth
Jul 4, 20211 min read
Writing on the Wall
Sad song by Bob Moses. The entire album, Days Gone By, is a requiem for the Surfside collapse + for my past life collapse trauma.
Lavavoth
Mar 31, 20212 min read
"Smile Because It Happened": Birthday Reflection
I’ve been battling depression since I was 14. In many ways, consider myself a warrior—always reaching into my “resiliency gene”...
Lavavoth
Sep 10, 20202 min read
Visitation Dreams: Let's Re-Think Language
Most dream researchers discuss this type of alternate reality in terms of the unconscious or realities occurring in the dreamer’s mind.
Lavavoth
Sep 2, 20201 min read
The Manse on the Hill
Despair shifts like the tide,
and I am pulled down once again by an undertow of history.
Lavavoth
Aug 23, 20202 min read
"Cigarettes and sex are on your breath again..."
Cigarettes and sex are on your breath again
It's cool, I'm the same, the way we kiss...
Lavavoth
Aug 23, 20202 min read
Celebrating 10 Paranormal Years of Love Together and 27 Years of Spiritual Guidance
When you cohabitate long enough with a spirit who is also your twin flame, it eventually begins to feel like an interdimensional marriage.
Lavavoth
Jan 8, 20207 min read
Your Spirit Guide is Trying to Connect
There are many ways that our spirit guides may try to engage with us.
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