Spirit Marriage: Sex with Spirits (Part 1)
It was not until I found Megan Rose’s dissertation that I finally felt emboldened to address that Hans is more than just a companion.
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Jun 106 min read
Spiritual Ancestors: A Vision Quest Towards a New Land and Learning to Live with Past Life Trauma
This journey is about connecting with my spiritual ancestors who fill me with purpose, meaning, and curiosity.
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Jun 53 min read
“What Does Land Mean?”: A Visual Meditation on Release, Wild Sanctuary and Migration
Ojibwe land, sacred land, posted land. A parcel of more than 40 acres of wooded terrain.
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Feb 199 min read
The Barren Fields: Astral Visitation / Precognitive Experience with Hans
I met up with Hans in what I assume was a prison camp in Russia where he had been held following the war. He stood in a barren field.
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Feb 1411 min read
"River Phoenix" Astral + Precognitive Visitation October 31, 1993
Hans came through for the time during a visitation astral visitation on 10/31/93, shortly following his death.
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Jan 192 min read
Creating Art with Disembodied Entities: A Manifesto for Transcending Physical Boundaries
Creative work and partnership with subtle entities
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Nov 5, 20232 min read
The Verboten Love Affair
As I process what it means to be married to a spirit, the term verboten culturally enslaves my relationship with Hans and deems it demonic.
Lavavoth
Jul 28, 202110 min read
A Journey Through Time: Lockerbie Bombing, Past Life Death in Germany, and Hans's Past Life Shadow
Nothing would prepare me for what I would endure when I found out about Pan Am 103 exploding over Lockerbie Scotland.
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Jul 7, 20217 min read
Using Creative Expression to Process My Past Life Death in Germany
Creative expression can be used as way to process past life death. One of the ways to accomplish this is through poetry.
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Jul 3, 20218 min read
His Ghostly Presence in the Mirror: Using Creative Writing to Capture Paranormal Experiences
If you are interested in writing about your paranormal experiences, consider using fiction as an option to disclose your story.
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Mar 18, 20213 min read
One Step Up, Two Steps Down: A Semi-Poetic Response to Nonlinear Spiritual Development
Resistant to the call, disdainful and intolerant of embarking on such a path, spirituality arrived like a sledgehammer.
Lavavoth
Mar 5, 20215 min read
Spirit-Manipulated Tarot Reading with Hans
Given that I am still struggling with the ghost from my previous house, I knew it was time to do an intentional tarot reading with Hans.
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Dec 8, 20205 min read
From Nightmares to Artwork
How can we meaningfully engage with our nightmares to reclaim our power and creative spirit?
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Oct 4, 20206 min read
Paranormal ASMR EVP, 2 Oct, 2020, 18:14***
Little did I know that Hans would end up stealing the show with his unnerving ASMR contribution.
Lavavoth
Sep 10, 20202 min read
Visitation Dreams: Let's Re-Think Language
Most dream researchers discuss this type of alternate reality in terms of the unconscious or realities occurring in the dreamer’s mind.
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Jan 8, 20207 min read
Your Spirit Guide is Trying to Connect
There are many ways that our spirit guides may try to engage with us.
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Jan 8, 20204 min read
Meeting My Spirit Husband
Meeting my spirit husband did not unfold in a subtle and gentle way. The initial connection unfolded during a creative surge.
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Feb 3, 20198 min read
Bidding the Ghosts and the Illustrated Novel Farewell
He stood at the foot of my bed, staring at me without blinking, repeating, “Normandy, Normandy,” even though his mouth remained closed.
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Jan 31, 20195 min read
Walking Together in a Small German Town
Accounts of an astral visitation with Hans + poem that resulted from the encounter.
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Nov 16, 20173 min read
The Race Dream and the Soldier Ghost
His desire for me to know his identity was apparent from the start, but I was not ready to confront his shadow.
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