A journey into sacred land, spiritual expansion, and aging as a return to the wild, guided by unseen forces and a spirit lover, Hans.

Creative work and partnership with subtle entities

It can be very tricky having sex with a spirit. For one, they are oftentimes invisible, so you have to get creative...

The term sayfish metaphorically captures one of the challenges of being in an inter-dimensional marriage.

As I process what it means to be married to a spirit, the term verboten culturally enslaves my relationship with Hans and deems it demonic.

It’s hard to find the words to describe what it’s like to be held by a spirit, by a subtle being devoid of skin.

A lot has happened since the last time I posted, including transferring schools and PhD programs.

I’ve been battling depression since I was 14. In many ways, consider myself a warrior—always reaching into my “resiliency gene”...

Cigarettes and sex are on your breath again It's cool, I'm the same, the way we kiss...

Do you remember all the sounds, when I found you by the lake, and how the water seemed to call your name?

They have destroyed your beauty, your canopy that once enfolded me into your splendor.

When reality suffuses our castle in the air, the yearning resumes its poisoned trail, weighing the heart. fogging the mind.

After being haunted by the Brandstätten images in December, I decided to purchase original photographs of WWII bombed out German cities.

Cupid is a dark angel, and he also reminds me of a dark superhero. He wears his heart on his sleeve, just like the artist.